Hey, does anyone else get this problem?
If I write individual letters for handwriting practice I can form them perfectly fine. I can write words for handwriting practice without too much difficulty.
As soon as I apply to actual writing all bets are off. What are letters? What are words? Why not bunch up the "w" and "a" in "ways"? Why not give each and every "e" a unique style? And so on and so on and so on. Not deliberately, it's because the moment I think about anything other than the shape of the letters I can't get my arm to make the proper shapes of the letters, only something that looks in the loosest possible way like the shapes.
My ability to draw seems mostly intact, as when I draw I'm just thinking about the shapes of the lines.
I've tried doing handwriting practice and LOL it doesn't seem to help and it's just the most discouraging shit in the world, up there with "just stop getting distracted".
Is there something wrong with my handwriting practice? 30 years of ingrained habits? A neurodevelopmental difference related issue?